lol damn priviledged people

I grew up with my grandparents in a greek village, computers were too expensive and they could not get me one (especially not a mac)... I was so damn envious of a few of my friends with amstrad CPCs and Amiga 500's and 1200's as well as a few with ataris

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Maybe that's why I want to be ahead of everyone now...should I seek counseling ?
Admiral