This is unbelievable.
I am a complete, and utter, failure. I'm a failure by design.
I've pretty much flunked myself out of school (but for some reason I keep going back), I suck at any sport I try, any design contests I've entered I've lost to some kid using Applewors, any client I've done work for has either said they liked it and gone with something else, or just moved on from me. I can't draw worth crap. I'm probably the number one dirt talked behind back person at my school, my family has all turned against me and now all believe there is no hope for me, and I have nothing.
NOTHING.