I am doing my best to enjoy every moment of every day that I am with her. I wish things like this would last forever. As soon as we graduate high school, we will be thrown out into the real world. Which I believe the majority of us kids arent ready for. We will lose pretty much all of our friends and have to start from scratch. I dont want this. I hate change, even though I know its coming I fear it.
I wish we could be kids forever. We would always have someone to take care of us when we are sick... or if we are in a jam and need some money. Our family and friends will be there for us.
I have trouble making friends now. Whats is going to be like in a few years? I have to get all new friends. Right now I cant imagine a day without my friends and especially my girlfriend. Thinking about all this gets me really depressed. I wish it could all be simpler... but sadly thats not how it works. We all must leave the nest and learn to fly on our own eventually.
Well... thats my deep thinking today. I have to get back to my research paper for US History, and my term paper for English. Freaking Middle East crap. Why do I need to write about this crap?
Weeeee... 5 hours straight on the computer! and on the internet.... wow my parents are gonna kill me! We seriously need a second phone line up in here.
Well later gentleman! oh Jerry... dont forget about your email.